i m not goin to study. just stop askin me to study and study and study. it's driving me nuts. yea right. i have not been studyin ALOT. so what?! everyone ask the same question. but it's not goin to make me study. i know i would be able to "polish off" everything unless i try really hard tml. well, at least i can make it up tml. so, stop pushin me for today. i like working with stress. the 'your-time-is-up-soon' stress.

dunno what is wrong with me tonight. but everything that comes from his mouth irk me. just felt like he should apologise, pacify me until i am happy. do dreams come true? almost never. i didnt want to meet up, so i asked him to jio his friends instead. in the end, i m unhappy that he managed to go out for so long without a complain but with me. he would say it's borin or that he is tired after a few hours. i m just plain jealous. over something dumb and redundant. the next moment i get mad becos whatever i say doesnt mean much to him.

i said no, rmb? if u r not intending to accept a no as a aswer. dun ask. make it a statement instead.