hmm... how am i goin to describe today? it just way too confusin for me to accept. i really couldnt figure out what i suppose to be doin. it doesnt feel right this way. but i dunno how to pop the thing out of my mouth. i have not done this for a long time! how can i do it so nicely that it seems like nothing. dream on.
i'm not sure what might happen after. am i suppose to prepare myself for it? i dunno if it is really something that i want. i thought and thought, i thought it would make me happier. but as i was thinkin, tears begin to fill my eyes.
who want to go k-ster student package with me?!?! i didnt sing enough that day.

how shall i spend new year eve?