base on my very own experiences, i believe him. although opinions may differ, there will always be this part of me that do not believe men who say "we are only friends (without any attraction at all)". but that doesnt mean i wouldn't accept my other party to have this platonic relationship with anyone as long as it doesn't go beyond what i can accept.


despite knowing that ignorance can be a bliss, i always try to get to the bottom of everything. even though i know it's not goin to make me happy. that's just me. i know the truth wasn't something that i really want to register into my brain, but i choose to hear it. to me, it is so much better than trying to guess what other people are thinking. so when i really do ask something very personal, it is not that i'm totally unaware of it. it is because i want to stop myself from thinkin too much.

but so far, my intuitions have been very accurate. am i suppose to grin or weep over it?


knowing that honeymoon period doesnt last forever, i still wish it does. is it really that hard to maintain that oh-so-sweet moments? perhaps i'm too sensitive but i can feel this teeny weeny bits of differences. so... no matter how good a man treat u at first, things do change. it's not that i don't know but each time my thoughts waive to the sweet nothing.


above are all my rojak thoughts. probably very much meant for him to read. =) yesterday i planned to pop this very important question. then i realise, planning and more plannings do not work, because there are so much things that u are unable to predict.

oh yes! it is just less than a month to St Valentine's. not that i'm really really that excited about the thought of V Day but it marks the end of my exams! in just less than a month. it's givin me a mixture of joy, excitement, worries, and anticipation. lalala~

before i go, let me show u a picture. if you are thinkin that it's a picture of me... ... you are so wrong.