i teared. i felt sorry for myself.
i shall pick up myself and move on.
i'll still wait. for your reply.
hoping that it's something i wish to hear.
but lets not keep hopes high.

if you feel that being friends will be the best..
make your point straight.
i will try to not contact you these days.
i will try my best.
that's what i feel is good for us (for now)

it's so easy to say "just move on!"
but it's so hard to do it.
neither do i wish to.
i dunno why i am so persistent.
but i wish to try this one last time.
even though it has been disappointments after joy...
i still wish to try.


an important lesson i have learnt this year: treasure your friends. they will never abandon you. i was quite a bad friend (i feel so). but i can feel that everyone was there for me when i needed. my poly mates who are always around to listen. shelly who will always be there - listening, shopping =). junhao who has to hear me go on and on without a complain. yupei who supported me in many many ways. and even you who always used to wish you could do something to make me feel better. ok la. and kc, even though i have not really "talk" to him for a long time.

i feel alot better after a long chat with junhao and then yupei. and now... writing it out.

lets hope for a happy chinese new year!

daddy is goin to scream!!!
cos he is bein a good husband scrubbin away.
and me... blogging away. =)

i believe every words from you. and i mean everything.
i believe it's not a wrong choice.
hope is never ending (quoted from your blog)

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