its the same feeling. the feelin as if i didnt sleep enough.
which is probably true. i woke up at 4 am!!!
doin nothing. i just couldn't sleep.
and a thousand, millions things went thru my mind.
then i started driftin into lil naps.
and dreams. and i ended up crying.
and it's not even nightmare.
it was actually something kinda sweet.
but in the reality, it won't come true.
at least i think so.
i begin to wonder if my choice would be right for once.
i begin to ponder over things in my dream.
were those what people really think?
i dunno. how can i totally convince myself that believing was right?
is it that my mind doesnt want to try...
or i have tried hard enough?
why are matters of the heart so complicating sometimes?
sometimes, it's just the people being complicated.
but... ...
i find it hard to be simple again.