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a love so sweet
A memory on the edge of time, a place where we are so sublime,
A distant dream on a midnights eve somewhere far from acknowledged leaves.
A time in which we fell deeper in love, just like to turtle doves.
We sang our songs and gave our token to remember one single moment.


A moment to remember


Saturday, February 10, 2007, 10:02 AM

one paper down.
i wanted mahjong.
i wanted shopping.
but none were accomplished.

i finally took the courage to really think about what i want.
alright! lets be straightfoward.
yes. i'm talking about junjie.
yesterday night i started thinking.
maybe it seems like rubbish thoughts to some.
lookin at him, i know he isn't my ideal. (at least according to previous expectations)
i didnt want a guy who smoke.
i didnt want a guy who cant provide me that security.
i wondered if my expectations have changed.
or am i just "blinded" by love for the moment.

i find it hard to trust.
my instinct tells me that what i know will never be the complete truth.
maybe it's the past that is still haunting me.
and i know i have to let it go.

some issues that i have to solve them personally.
i wish to quest for a pair of listening ears.
but aint sure who to go to.
maybe for once, i should learn to be independent.

no matter what, i'll always rmb we were happy together.
you kept ur promise. you were there for me.
i will make use of this weekend to collect my thoughts.
and you... have fun at the chalet!
(you probably wont read this till u get back anyway)


if you feel like the whole entry is in a mess...
i think that is what's goin on in my mind as well.

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