There are many things that i do not say to people. From mean things i feel about people (you will be surprise to hear the meanest things from me), stupid yet funny things (i can be rather lame so i'm afraid people are not in the same frequency as me) to things that make me angry or upset. I do not like telling dear why i'm angry sometimes because many times, i wish he would have realise that. But from experiences, it is just a waste of time trying to make him figure out what is wrong. Seriously. Sometimes i wonder if i'm demanding or my boyfriend is just way too innocent. And we know it's not the latter. Haha!

I'm getting mad at myself these days. I went to play mahjong on Sunday night when i know i had classes on Monday and a slightly unfinished piece of work. I played mahjong at home on Monday although i know it would have been better if i spend some time to do my work instead of cramming them altogether. I have not done much tonight either. What a constrast from the previous 6 weeks. I have a short presentation tml. Get going!!!

Baby say he will do something to coax me. You know what. There is this thing in my mind. I always wish that when he makes me angry, he would think of doing this thing to make me smile. But, how long would i have to wait? I seriously don't know why he don't know...