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a love so sweet
A memory on the edge of time, a place where we are so sublime,
A distant dream on a midnights eve somewhere far from acknowledged leaves.
A time in which we fell deeper in love, just like to turtle doves.
We sang our songs and gave our token to remember one single moment.


A moment to remember


Sunday, October 12, 2008, 12:01 PM

I hate to say this but I hate staying at home these days to the extend that i come home at 10plus even though i don't work till that late. I hate seeing my mum and exchanging angry tones with her. I know where i am going wrong and the things i should not have done with them. But they don't seems to think that it takes two to clap. I think they are even putting blames on kc because i don't do this to him.

The reason is, he don't deserve it. Isn't it simple? He doesn't speak to me in angry tone over nothing. Scold me off for things i have done which he will also do. Or just trying to put his opinion into my brain.

I didn't ask my mum to take the cake out of the fridge. Number 1. i didn't know we had cake at home. Number 2. i didn't even want to eat it. She took it out, showed me and left it on the kitchen table. 10 minutes later, she shouted at me to eat the cake. Was i wrong to tell her that i didn't want to eat the cake? What rights does she has to scold me?

I finally decided to take the cake out by myself, and so i did. So there was i, trying to put the container back into the fridge and making sure that everything is in place. Which means some moving... Then she shouted"What are you doing?" It's like so out of the blue and i wasn't even doing anything wrong. What rights does she has to speak to me like that when i was doing absolutely nothing wrong?

I make my own decision in my choices of workplace and every so often, they try to talk to me about all the bad things in such a way that i should feel stupid about what i do.

I open up my letters that i find lying on different parts of the house and left them there. Okay. That was wrong because i should have clear them away. But who took back the letters and place them... one on the table infront of the tv, one on the computer desk, one beside the tv and one of the shoe rack? How am i suppose to know? Yes. Nothing wrong with scolding me for that but not when you don't clear your own things as well.

Sometimes i feel guilty for feeling in such a way but they never fail to make me feel otherwise.

I don't want to treat my house like a hotel but i don't know what to do.