Sometimes things get really demoralising and you don't feel like pushing yourself anymore. Yet, you realise that you are not alone in this race and should have the responsibility to ensure that your team get till the end, with your cooperation. So no matter how hard it gets, you bite your teeth and move on. Because you didn't know how to say "STOP" to your team members. And sometimes, you wonder if your members felt the same.
Human nature.
I'm not lost in the race. I just wonder if I am still up to it.
Am worried about the swine flu in US. I wonder if I am the only one being paranoid sometimes but, it's a natural reaction. NUH recruiting people to take temperature for visitors and I rejected because I can't imagine what it would be like if... ... (you get what i mean?) Another reason is the shift work schedule that will eat into my weekends. Okay! You can scold me already. Haha! I smartly miss out this details when mentioning it to my mum =P