People often make others' life sounds easy. Fortunately for them, they never had to go through the same thing. They just use their imagination. Sometimes I really doubt the usefulness of "I understand how you feel". How do you understand if you are not me in the situation? How do you understand me even if you had went through something similar? You, are not me!
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I came to realise that I didn't need boyfriend around to take care of me. I can do a pretty good job at it. I remind myself to limit my cold drinks and spicy food. I make a point to go home earlier. I do my chores. BUT, I like being taken care of.
I also came to realise how much Daddy trust him to take care of me. When boyfriend is around and Daddy knows I will be hanging out with him, he never call to check on me unless it's like 3am. Yesterday, Daddy called at 12am just to check if I was okay.
It's only seeping in now...