I seems to have become like the little children who have so much toys they need a toy room, taking things for granted. Our materialistic needs are so satisfied, we feel nothing out of it. Perhaps, it is time to look deeper into myself and see the things I really want and need. Definitely looking for a change in my lifestyle and a cut in our spending.
Maybe this way, I can avoid facing things that I do not wish to face and making a joke out of some people's life. I'm suppose to feel awful about doing such thing, but unfortunately, I am not. In usual cases, it would a perseverance pay off but this instance, it's just one word: bullshit. Blinded by my biases and no wish to erase that off.
Stubborn? Probably.